A person is a person

They say that words hurts...and words spoken could not be taken back...things that we do to others will come back to us...I believe all of those sayings are true...but sometimes there are people who tend to hurt you with their words and actions and they seem oblivious about it.  Maybe, they are just plain ignorant or just plain mean...i wanted to believe the former over the latter.  Believing that people do things without intention..without malice..but sometimes..others have...purposely..they want to hurt people around them with the callousness of their voice..with the callousness of their actions...I feel that way today..I don't know if she is a bully but she is really plainly ignorant about her officemates feelings...her name is C..she is a good person..she is generous but sometimes..she really wanted attention too much..she craves for it...she is very competitive...as if she knows everything..I know that she is a bright child...that she is intelligent..I saw JR on her again...and I feel bad about her..bad because she doesn't know that her actions hurt a person sometimes...bad because in the end...people will also treat her the way she treats people..maybe I am just mad or plainly hurt...who wouldn't if you will be spoken as if you are stupid in front of your colleagues...because you just made a mistake..everyone makes mistakes...even she I think..because not all of us are perfect..but then..maybe she thinks she is...and worst of all..she is doing this to me when both of us are just equals..we are both managers...maybe it's my fault too..I come out weak sometimes...I always ask questions...who wouldn't if you are just new in an organization...besides..I don't want confrontations...I know people..I can read people..and I can read her...she is just lucky there is P who loves her....who put up with her attitude...sometimes..I feel pity for P..he is like a stupid dog waiting for the order of his master..and she is his master...well...i wish them both luck..I don't want to feel this way that is why I am writing...and crying...she is the 2nd person who made me feel that way..even my partners had not talk to me that way...I forgive her callousness..her hurtful words..but I will never be the same with her again....maybe that is the reason why all of her friends are going to other countries now..actually, I can sense something..the way her friends are treating her...of course..they are polite and ok with her..but there is a distance..maybe..they also resent her bossiness...and who wouldn't...I am quite bossy too but I now know that sometimes..we have to be always catious with our words and actions..because in the end..it will speak of who we us as a person...and that will never lie....

Neighbors in Europe

A very funny thing is happening in my flat here in Malta.  I live in a two bedroom flat with 2 women on the 2nd floor.  Every past 1am, I always hear some noises in the ceiling of my bedroom. At first, I thought that my neighbors in the 3rd floor are just arranging their furnitures but it seems odd that they are doing it on such a time where all people are supposed to be sleeping.  I continue to hear it on the wee hours of the morning.  It took me some time to realized that they are not arranging their furnitures but rather having sex.  Oh..my....this is really funny because today, the noises are even stronger and I even hear some moan....what a life...I'm lonely and alone in bed and somewhere, people are having sex.  Well, that's life and what can I do, this is Europe anyways....